Thoughts for today

There have been many examples of this already, and I've told myself this many times occasionally in the past, but somehow, I keep committing the same mistakes no matter what I do....

Can I STOP being nice people who is not nice to me and start being nicer to other people who are genuinely nice to me?

In my whole life I seem to be nice to people who don't really give a damn about me, and then realised and get embarrassed when someone whom I didn't give the same standards of treatment to, starts being real concerned about me.

Man, I feel so guilty...

Seeya all tml,
Yangming